Financial Freedom = No freedom in Spending

To have financial freedom is to be free from any type of loans. We are heading towards that direction and it sucks, I tell you. Our family has expanded to 8 now but we still can't afford to buy a bigger vehicle, let it be an MPV or even a van. Because if we wanna follow the financial freedom rules...no loan, pay in cash! So we are stuck with our 2 old junks, in which one of them cannot start when the weather is cold, even after repair! My camera has broke down but hubby don't allow me to buy a new one because he needs to pay up his business loan first. Looks like my youngest baby won't have many baby picture. :( And I personally can't have the luxury of eating my favorite food. :(