It sucks when you don't have money to spend. I have been trying very very hard not to spend at all. So many things I want to buy but I can't afford it. I don't know whether this month hubby will have enough income to pay all the bills or not. All this while, I settle the bills but this month I have to depend on hubby's income because I don't get much paid post to write and the advertiser that I am working with is still not paying me. I gave up hope in asking him whether he will pay or not.
As it is, I am praying hard that God will bless the business this month and the months after so that we will have enough to pay for our monthly expenses. And extra for me to spend to cook or bake something special from time to time.