Thursday, February 15, 2007


This is going no where. Unless he tells me or I might fall sick, physically, emotionally and mentally. As I was cooking fried rice for dinner, my head was figuring out what did I said that hurts him. To the extend that I almost got gastric attack. I felt the gastric juice oozing out in my chest. Then I quickly take a deep breath and de-stress.

It was on my mind the whole time until I dreamt about it at night. In my dream, he told me what was it but I can't remember it now. Even that, in my dream, I still don't understand how he can get hurts by that word.

I don't like pretending that everything is fine when it is not.


mama bok said...

Hey.. Miche,
You gotta lighten! did you see the post your hubby posted on his blog..?? so romantic..! so the very the envy lor..! He loves you lah.. that's all that matters right..??

mIcHe said...

love me, tell me ended up he hurting me pulak.